A Starbucks ad popped on my Youtube as I was trying to browse through music.
Why does it have to be advertised if people spend hundreds of dollars each month on this specific brand of coffee? I’m not quite sure.
Maybe for people like me who have converted to the dark side, and decided to get better coffee elsewhere- with more options, less sweetened products, beautiful designs on your coffee cup, and better pricing (fair trade or for benefit)
The filming is nothing great- it literally looks like something I would film (I’m not sure if that’s a good/bad thing; I was actually filming earlier today, and a lot of those shots look similar to my style).
…now what the hell was I bitching about?
Iron and Wine playlist night:
-One of my journalism classmates now runs a photography business (funny, I remember sitting in class next to him, helping him change exposures and studying with him), and I’m thinking…I’ve been doing photography for four years, and my heart is nowhere near to make a business out of what I do. I originally started photos as an outlet, and I’d rather keep it that way.
-My heart was making videos for social work/religious organizations, which is exactly what I’m doing right now. And I couldn’t be happier- just interviewing, listening to stories, learning something new, and creating a product that will inspire and change people.
-Everyday I think about whether the decision I made a few months ago is going to be worth it. I mean, it gets me out of the hell hole job I’ve held for years now, but in terms of actually having a dream and going to college, and then enlisting…
I’m not sure anymore.
My dream wasn’t to enlist. I’m not sure what it is anymore to be honest- I stopped believing in dreams after college.
I’m hoping what I’m about to do will focus on what I really want to do. Right now, I’m just kind of…here. Editing videos, working out, and serving.
My next step, however, is…adopting a child, kickboxing, getting a tattoo, buying a new camera with actual camera equipment, and volunteer for religious organizations for whatever place I travel to.
Who knows what I want to be when I grow up because technically I am grown up, and just in…limbo.
- me: are there any spirits listening
- ouija: yes are you alone
- me: yes
- ouija: haha nice whats up :P
- me: trying to contact my dead grandmother
- ouija: cool cool so what would u be doing if i was alive right now lol
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